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Intro
Chorus
Girl I hope you understand
D
I wanted to hold your hand but I can't
A C#
Wanted to be your man back then ■
F#m
And you knew I fell for you
D
But you just broke my heart in two
A
I was sad mad and broken on my bed
A
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
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A F#m
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
D
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
A7
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
C#7
I said I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again
F#m
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
D
And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end
A7
Oh I'm upset I have no friends you wanna bet you're just pretend
C#7
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing you're not shit
Chorus
F#m D
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did
A E C#7
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
F#m D
They were my neighbors razor blades and different flavored pills I hit
A
Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
E C#7
I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that
F#m
Girl I hope you understand
D
I wanted to hold your hand but I can't
A C#
Wanted to be your man back then ■
F#m
And so far I never held you with my arms
D
So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
A C#
Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me
Guess I'm not cut out to be
Verse
F#m
Somebody 'cause it's not me I'm not used to all the talking
D
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
A
Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming
C#7
Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
F#m
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
D
To the times I would try and be the guy that people know as
A7
Always fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
C#7
On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots
Chorus
F#m
Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn gray
D A
I feel it coursing through my veins
I've said before I'm not okay
C#
But you don't listen anyway
F#m
You know I tried you turned away
D
You straightup lied right to my face
A
You fucked my life ruined my day
C#
But you don't know so I'll say
F#m
Nothing can fill this silence
F#m
No one can love like I did
F#m
Nobody cares you lied it's
F#m
Not fair ■ you still deny it
F#m
Nothing can fill this silence
F#m
No one can love like I did
Nobody cares you lied it's
A C#7 C#
Not fair you ■ still deny it
C#7
Girl I hope you understand
C#7
I wanted to hold your hand but I can't
A7 E7 E7
Wanted to be your man back then ■
F#m
And too bad I know I can't wake up
D
Because I've lost my way and you don't give a fuck
A
'bout me this could be a dream
E C#7
I can't see the things that you see so please oh
F#m
Girl I hope you understand
D
I wanted to hold your hand but I can't
A C#
Wanted to be your man back then ■
F#m
And you had known and played along
D
You were my home I wrote you songs
A
Now you're dead to me effectively
C#
Removed yourself outside my dreams
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